2010-03-23

2010-03-11

>>>  CANCELLED:  due to an unbelievable force that made me stay in Madrid ... I missed the concert, I'll work hard and do whatever it takes to be able to see an Aerosmith concert again!
> go to an Aerosmith concert:  CHECKED!

amazing, I still can't believe it, but I'll be there!!!  June 27, 2010 ... 
... you're packin' up your stuff and talkin' like it's tough and tryin' to tell me that it's time to go ...



2010-03-09

trying to focus ...

today I just couldn't focus ... although I did the minimum mandatory, I just couldn't, the thing is ... 'today' can be applied for the last months of my life ... worrying, indeed ...
I could blame the money, not being on a relieved situation can make you feel like this, and then I understand so many times when people I love and care about were just like I'm feeling now ... I might know the way to fix this by now, so ok, lesson learned, gotta do something about it ...
I could blame the lack of incentive, in other words, the 'have tos' that I just can't find exciting, at least not so far ... well ... gotta change the way I see things now, disposable issues ... that's it ...
I could go on and on finding something to blame ... but no, I'll stop blaming and complaining and will start working on a better me now [really, now!] ...
and once I'm there, then I'll be able to do whatever I like/want, with the necessary obligations that every person should have, but feeling free to do whatever I ...